Tuesday, September 28, 2004,4:26 PM
I hAtE HiM!!

i hate him..yesterdae i was veri happi in the afternoon..coz i gt a present from him..actually is him and his fren share de..but as long as he gt buy can le..den when i come back from obs i knoe the two of dem patch le..heart break liao..haiz..got to try to accept it..juz one week and the two of dem is back together..den yesterdae he ask me wan to play gb..den i sae okie lor..when i log in i saw his nick change to her name..i was so angry..or could i sae sad..tat i dun wan to chat with him le..den i sae i wan to watch tv liao..buai buai..den juz offline..i regret going in..haiz..soo sad..dun feel like seeing him..juz hope tat he can get out if tis sch..i hate him..i hate him..why muz heaven so cruel..i try to forget him...peng knoe abt me and his thing..he sae impossible tat he dun have feelings for mi..but the truth is it is possible..haiz...everytime he break my heart without knowing..i'm hurting..deep inside i feel like killing u..getting u out of my sight..try listening to xu jie er-bu xiang rang ni zou..everything i wan to tell u is in the lyrics..maybe u wun even see tis blog at all...I try and try to forget you..But it's just so hard to do.. it hurts me so just to see you go...Around with someone new...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..feel like shouting loud at his face...i hate you..why u have to do tis to me..before u wan to play with me tell me first...i hate you for playing with me..wat did i do...althought it has past for a few months liao..but my love for u nv fade b4..u make me fall into the hole soo deeply..hai...can u find me a potion so tat when i drink it i can forget u..forget abt the past..forget who u are..forget how u treat me before..