Saturday, October 23, 2004,10:18 PM
DiD U CaSt A sPell On Me??

i dun understand..wat did u do to me to make me keep on waiting for you..i realli wan to give up..but i dunno why i simply juz can't do it..wat is happening..did u cast a spell on me??if u did pls cast it away..its realli painful to wait for someone you knoe it wun come back to you..wat am i doing..i'm nt suppose to wait for you any more..i'm suppose to look for other pp rather den waiting for someone who dun realli like me at all..but i guess..i already lost the courage to fall in love again..i dun have the courage to trust anyone again..xinyi has already give up on bh already..why am i still waiting for him..why why why..can someone tell me..god come down and tell me..i dun wan to wait for him anymore..each time he break with someone i thought maybe tis time i stand a chance..in the end its always someone else..sometimes i feel like shouting at his face..i feel like telling him all my feelings..i cannot stand it..somedae i'm going to burst like a balloon..too much air the balloon will burst..juz like me..too much things kept inside me i will burst too..can someone invent time machine..i wan to go back to the past..coz we lost it all..nth last forever..maybe i will juz carry on and wait and wait..i dun dare to give it a try...