Friday, October 07, 2005,10:59 PM

EVERYTHING IS ENDING SOON!...but my hope of going to sec 5 is getting lesser everytime a finish a paper...the feeling of losing juz 1 marks is as impt as losing 3 marks..i can't afford to lose any more marks!!..i'm scared!!...i'm scared dat i realli fail..my aim of getting in to poly will be gone..i dun wan...haiz..papers are on the way back to cambridge for marking..watever i sae now..wun make any difference..blame who?..myself..for being so careless..for nt being hardworking enough..its always when u knoe ur mistake den u regret..bt wats the point..i've been telling myself tis..but i dun learn it..maybe if i gt back my results..i will learnt it..life is full of ups and down..i'm nt sure if i can tk it or not..

enough of results thingy..after exams wat am i going to do??..PLANING..haha..k box..sentosa..east coast..shopping...chalet..meeting up with my 2 closes fren..visit lao chen..ice skating!!...work?...maybe..and my wish..the wish tat i'm hopping it would come true..feel so happy after talking on the phone with my bestest fren-steph...we are still able to click even thought we did nt talk to each other for months..oh yar..juz now mummy fren come to my house..den i wanted to borrow full house dvd from her..coz i can't wait le!!!...but she lent her fren..den she tell mummy and daddy the full house veri veri nice..until both of dem wan to watch also..den maybe they buying the dvd le!!!..

If letting go is a relief
Ill Do So
If avoiding is a solution
I am sorry But That is what I'll Never Do

Ill rather Let Go of something to face up to it
Than avoid it and let it slip away from me