Saturday, October 01, 2005,7:48 PM
i finally managed to change my link...i dun wan to let so mani pp to read my blog..i wan to write out my feelings..my heart is like a balloon..filled with too many gases..its going to burst soon...some one help mi...
yesterdae was my graduation dae...i miss those daes when we dun have to worry abt anything...juz go to sch and have fun..now my n lvl is mon...whether i can come back next year..depend on tat examination le..i tell myself i muz come back..reason is to have a better education..so dat pp wun look down at us..another will be kept in my heart...
we look so formal...i look so werid too..haha
after my graduation cermony..i went out with my parents and sis..to change the adidas bag..dats wat my daddy suggest..so we went lor..went to city link adidas shop..cannot find the bag i'm looking for..so we walk to suntec..finally found it..but its nt tat colour..but i still change it..coz i can't find other i realli like..den my elder sis went to the nike shop and saw one bag..she tell papa sae veri nice..den i think he is in a good mood..he call the lady to tk a new one..and brought it...after dat we went to topman..i saw the bag i wanted..but i already change it..so nvm lor..den my younger sis saw 1 adidas bag she wan..den she sae she use her own money to buy..den 1 dae..we brought 2 adidas and 1 nike bag..*happy*..but i dun feel gd using daddy money to buy the bags..so i deciede to work during the holidaes and pay him back...=)
yesterdae my gurdian angel msg mi..he also like a ger for 4 yrs..and manage to forget her..so i asked him..how he did it..he sae he dun contact with her..dun reply she talk to him..juz to cut contact with her..i was hopping i can do the same thing too...one song lyrics juz wrote out my feelings...take a look...
elva-xiang dao ni
为何不说 原因是什么 让你选择就这样的走
ni wei he bu shou..yuan ying shi she mu..rang ni xuan zhe jiu zhe yang de zhou
你或许不懂 害怕事什么 说过的承诺却如此不在意
ni huo xu bu dong..hai pa shi she mu..shou guo de chen nou que ru chi bu zai yi
我 无助的颤抖 只剩寂寞 安静地等候
ni..wu zhu le zhen duo..zhi sheng ji mo..an jing de deng hou
或许你 也会一个人 偷偷想念我和你 那么单纯的时候
huo shu ni..ye hui yi ge ren..tou tou xiang nian wo he ni.nan mu dan chun de shi hou
每当我想到你 我的心就在哭泣
mei dang wo xiang dao ni..wo de xin jiu zai ku qi
张开了眼睛 想到全是你
zhang kai le yan jing..xiang dao quan shi ni
每当我想到你 心就会喘不过气
mei dang wo xiang dao ni..xin jiu hui chun bu guo qi
让你走 我想忘记 我真的失去
rang ni zou..wo xiang wang ji..wo zheng de shi qu
你为何张口 又紧闭不说 说出你离开真实的理由
ni wei he zhang kou..u jing bi bu shou..shou chu ni li kair zhen qi de li you
你 好过了自己 只在乎自己 软弱的离去
ni..hao guo le zhi ji..zhi zai hu zhi ji..rang rou de li qu
看看你 很伤我的心 你到底知不知道 我真的好难过
kan kan ni..hen shang wo de xin..ni dao di zhi bu zhi dao..wo zhen de hao nan guo
每当我想起你 我矛盾的问自己
mei dang wo xiang dao ni..wo mao dun de wen zhi qi
是否能承担 自己的决定
shi fo neng chen dan..zhi ji de jua ding
当我想忘记你 回忆又浮现眼底
dang wo xiang dao ni..hui yi you fu xian yan di
心好痛 告诉自己 我真的失去 我忘不了
xin hao tong..kao su zhi qi..wo zhen de shi qu..wo wang bu liao