Saturday, July 01, 2006,12:24 AM

i end my day in school with nt a veri good feeling..i request for a drop band for math coz i cannot cope with mrs goh speed and band 1 gt quite a few smart ones..when she ask if we understand tis ques i dun dare to sae dun understand so she skip the ques..some ques she expect us to knoe and she skip them..but actually i dunno..she is fierce tat i dun dare to ask her any ques..so i tell mr tan yesterdae..and todae after sch i went to find him..he sae i cannot drop..my mind went blank..and i dunno why but they juz roll down from my eyes when i try really hard to control..i really dun wan to stay in band 1..one main reason is she will compare my results with my sis which i totally HATE it!!..she expect me to do well like my sis...if i'm able i will nt be in n.a..sometimes i regret to be in the same sch as her..everybody have their own strength and weakness..so wat if we are from the same family..it doesn mean she is gd in tat sub i have to be good too..now mr tan sae he will talk to mrs goh again..forget it..even if i still cannot drop to band 2..den i shall stay there and see how it goes..now wat i'm most worry abt it tml..if he is going to inject on my hands i'm okay with it..but now its feet..it sounds painful to me..can juz inject and let me sleep before they do anything..pain for a few days rather den a few months..everything will be over soon..